The thing worse than death is anger mixed with stupidity.

One must be able to be angry at times and be able to direct that in a possible function.   Anger though is not a peaceful state.  😬

The point is!

1.  Max computer.

2.  Max metropolis.

3.  Max paper.

4.  Max super centers.

5.  Max division.

6.  Max subtraction.

7.  Max finish.

From now on those who stalk me will find themselves stalked by a boogie man

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Muddy picture!

I heard no ducks approaching

Just a load sinister croaking

Twisted minds loathing

Masters of disaster gloating

There future is smoke

Still I joke

HA HA I

That was cosmic

Death by stupidity

Just for nothing!

Great.

Great.

Not a popular idea!

I get frustrated by the way science often aims at enormous ego expanding probems and prizes as I should be.  It may be hubris that attracts people to string theory and explaining the universe and it's origins.  Naturally what baffles and confuses stirs us up.  Are
we being victims of our most innate scientific desires?  Can we really hope to see other universes and the moment of the big bang?  Is everything going perhaps a seduction of the cosmos itself?  Almost a love affair with what is beyond our sight and even our imagining?  The hard questions are the ones that make us the most uncomfortable.  Matters of time and the force of time.  Questions of math and the mapping of things less exciting than a supernova.  We can understand something in a short time, and rise expections by lowering them.  Perhaps we as in I and how we navigate a bizarre miracle the center of what interests us so deeply and wonder and wonder why and how?  I wonder how it is that humans like the stars show wonders and where the future futures may be.  I'm basically a cyniic hiding an optimist.  A can do anything attitude. 

go To grow

it's a Jewish Christmas!

She is my favourite invisible pizza

Forever at distance I hunger

There is nothing to taste

Just a hole in my mouth!

JUST ANOTHER DAY!? WTF

She performed a wild cock chase

An unrequited vagina was never safe

The firemen arrived and it was too late

She exploded in the campfire

The funural turned vengful

And a fan tore off my left leg

Then Glee was there

We were fancy free

The wine was good

And also the veggies

The evil ones had a freak out

And got creative wedges

And were forced to eat pork rinds

Still in spite of it all or in spite

We all had a good time

And my leg was eaten!

Mice Mass

Time is funny so remove your cock and give yourself a vagina to ring in the New year!

Stranger things come in threes

Two is not so smart due to magnetic shifts

The beauty is the spinning action of the lovelies

How to watch this requires patience

An unknown phenomena once a virtue

Once upon an imaginary number 

1+1 = 1 IS SPERMOGENESIS

I love that word dashing off my lips

Almost as if an ejaculation

Mixed with a cosmic orgasm

Suddenly there she was busty and gigantic

Rotating around her was my best experience

Suddenly she reached out like a ghost

Hands flailing in the ethers as if 

Indeed this was emotional SPERMOGENESIS

GOD FORBID

So with the hunger of a vampire

I was plain to see

The was some kind of something happening

And then suddenly

I had lost myself in another world

BANG BANG

That the love of an alien

Nothing can stop the feeling of green rain

Fields of ripe grass and ferns in opulent fertile

Sudden rays of sunshine blast into the cells

Of a million years in a jail cell

It was a form of death by melting

Renewed from jelly that ovulates toward

The question of death itself

Dice are rolled 

And weirder things appear

Held in time by doctor freeze

A volcano explodes magma on her clothes

We form two objects that hurl back and forth

A new form of projectile vomit

Galaxies appear near krypton

From the forest of jade

Her whiskers were the primary danger

The open game of chess for cats 

To invest in cats perhaps

New life forms to complete our tasks

Robots just can't compete

Robots just can't compete

Robots just can't compete

Its only a mile away!

Drunk on some fun at least

The beer and the fear are gone

While they barf in the sink

All walks of life are here

Come onto the roof

Dream of palm trees

And white beaches. 

 

In light of giant egos!

In light of the courage we need everyday!

Life can improve if we are ready..

Nothing lasts more than a day.

Flesh and Rocket ships, who could ask for more excitement!!!

They defeat the world with love..

Enlightment is an interesting word..

The empty space between moments.

Winning became an obsession of western civilization

With the advent of the axe things got bloody messy

Going in both direction one could call themselves bad

And all was bad across the big awful world of trolls

Hungry for newer plans to thrill like a better blue pill

It had come at last with a flash of her melons chest

We had won and there was nothing left to be done

All was in a relative peace

On the knees of time.

 

How to defeat Zorg

Bad breath and a twerk

Followed bye a silent killer

A rather giant fart

Why then is he dead

From all the turd bombs 

All that was said

God we are in neck deep

All around being freaks

So hold your horses

Keep those jeans on

The world is coming down.

The meaning of love!

She lives on!

Nothing is allowed.

There were no goats around..

No need for sex anymore!

What's there not to love?

Is the suspense killing you?

Lost in a better place.

Good things happen also..

The attention of the age we live in?!

Just a thought.  Perhaps losing is on people's minds.  But the monster is largely inside the head.  Then it may grow outwards onto others who stand to lose by the stressful outgrowth..

When will we ever learn?

Not glorious..

War is not cool..

Wow deeper!

What will young men think next?

How much does dark matter mater to Higgs questions or Black Hole questions..??

My gutt feelings about Dark Matter proved true..maybe.

Is this the tech age we live in?

Eternal nows..wow!

Painful to me..she blew me away..

Penninusula Island..

Agonies..

To enthuse you with delight

Come my darling dearturn off the light

Under the pale moon strange glow

Letour bodies smash particles together

To magically ignite raw pleasure

In a fantasy delight

Something very special

That will surely blow your mind

Passing with the beat of time

Kissing with poetic passion

Deep intoan unknown pleasure for

All ispure in fascination intoxication

Ether to drink to dive further into

Something deeper beyond 

And then even more delight

Fear rolls out its furs

Sparking the tires of the sun..

From a different perspective!

All is going..

In another place somewhere in the universe

A mother tabby cat is asleep dreaming

In this cat's mind there is a cute mouse

He pounces upon it and fucks it

Then become a mouse like it

All is well in the new cute mouse house

Except for the louse who built it

Came tumbling into town looking for

Another piece of the action

And a great piece of pie

All the local blokes could do

Was wave and say "Hi"

In those days that meant I love you

So the humbugs drew nears

Then gathered there fears

And the rat got away with the cheese.

Is California passing too much gas around?

The end as we know it.

Wading through the waters

Coming to a tavern

Warm for weary travelers

Once upon a times

In a land of smiles.

We are all going into the future right in a second or two.

Some jokes work, other don't.

It is unlikely that no super virus will fail to kill many humans in the future.

The apocolyspe will not be caused by fire.

Poetry hides the truth, but may reveal it.

Staying strong with the Brits.

We can stand on a mountian for a while anyway...

You need more than courage to be super..

It is hard to make it harder at the surrender.

Take care in a fear state of humble bent horror..

It is not real..

Don't stop till you get enough!

I am not thinking

But so is my underwear

I got to jump into a tree

So much to do if you get to be free

This is no place for a party

Going on in my head

You see the women running around

Its time to get lost in the crowd

Follow them into town

Undress them with a smile

It had to be this way

On the way to carnival

All good carnivores unite

Collect your spiritual wonders

Make a magic pillow

And lay down.

 

Wake up into dreaming again..

Why all this adulting..

It's like a new box can happen..

Post stupid world..

I dare you.

Knowing though great is only part of the battle..

Great thoughts by great people saying amazing things..

The top negatives are in fact the ones on top that cause the greatest problems and are the hardest to get into and release from the system of mind-emotions.

An illustration of the darkest side to a persons brain..

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For all you googlers out there..

Psychology according to me part one..

The central function of the psychological brain deals with the existence of major negatives with no names inside, locked away somewhere and are the invisible cause of persistent blocks and bad clarity ability to process information.

Nothing is more serious than these bad energies in the mind.  It can not be analyzed by a therapist even as years go by.  This is the effects of the past that date up to about the age of 30.

Poetry is sure to make sense!

With terror in each bite

I ate the amazing cookies

Thank you for you lovely faces

Etched with love into the chocolate

Hold me was the words she said

Into breasts signed disaster

I knew what she was after

A good romp in the shower

Soap to clean up the mess

And no words or laughter

Just some crazy wild plan

And you assumed 

So much. 

 

Dude,

You should put a bra on that

I know that for right

So that I am righter then ever

A challenge when flaming chickens

Wings go in first since the flavor

The odors prevail in my back yard

Mixing with the smoke of death

She chokes on a chicken breast bone

We would have been 

Her and I

It just wasn't meant to be

Sigh..

Take a trip into your eyes..

Being black is not like being white..

The best plans turn into new trends..

To some degree political action is by defacto of not having enough of life, wanting to do something, and it better feel important.

Can't touch me now!

Seriously!

If you knew a thing or two about ducks you would not attempt foreplay with them as it is both dangerous and immoral.  Try loving them from a distance instead.  Then perhaps you won't get beaked to death.  Ducks are like friends for your imagination.  A wonderful gift for Christmas is simply their memories..

I really love getting all spiritual and shit.

Nothing anyway is not so bad as a jazz symphony

Front row seat near some high rollers

The coughs and gas eliminate 

The feelings of constipation

Usual gases nearby on agitate the Trolls

Munching on your toe nails

For the truth of it was nearing

Her head flew out of a tube

Landing on the stage

Vomit everywhere!

A idea I have been entertaining..

Becoming human is harder than it looks.

I thought I was powerful!

Now some science people don't object to the notion of God explaining reality.

New evidence is so baffling and bizarre that we are slipping in that direction even when it's not scientific.  Egad!

There is now a physics department in the Vatican.

The Church is now against the death penalty.  There is hope.

Now 700 years ago Mahamad, 70 the Holocaust..

2000 years ago the worship of war God's in Rome, parralls..

What the Bible doesn't mention about the Bible?

The soldier class took power and the the power of the religion also.  Jesus was born from the soldier class.  They believed they were right and could also show violent might.  This is what seed we are descended from especially if your ansestors were these exact people.  Unable to face defeat, assured to be on the exact side of God, a virus of belief that is just as great as other deviations.  It is here when religion fails when it gets it's hands on advanced machines.  We need a humility and balance to take back our destiny and community of global people.

I am taken seriously so,

What if technology has ironically done poorly in our real experienced lives and admitting this is like inviting torture!?

Or that by admitting this you brave the frontiers beyond and discover technology as great, but shrunk like a penis after orgasm!!

Zoom in and discover the aftermath!!!!

Harming anyone is unethical and effects the sadist also.

We America

American's but less than the trumpet we have been great proud atoms I'm one!

Enough candy will make a person sick.

It is the lost generation that defined the future

Therefore we have lost it sorta 

Unless we can find a way 

To give the torch 

Back to gen X!

Using the power of my arm pit odor I cause bullies, stalkers, and smoke to be repelled by me!

The real secret!

Life after breaks..

Living is more passionate and power is corrupting too often as people want it often to mess things up.  I felt behind in my life and wanted to catch up, or be engaged to a super stalker.  Not dull, but makes me believe that Asians are a more peaceful people.

Can the past go beep beep or not?

This question is the mother of all questions..

Tell her she is special..

In a damp place

She held the dripping face

The mask she wore in disgrace

Holding onto others

As if it were some game

She was superior 

At the game she invented

In a damp place

To point her finger of blame

While flipping the bird

With the other

In some weird way

She had become dependable 

As lice.

Take me out of the net or else..

It is fun then you must.. Logic.

Clearly that woman is not a conscious being..

If I was a hologram..

I would seek out similar holograms wether living or not..

Logic and love..

Alice was getting intensly interested in the vision..

The answer is!

How my productivity works or doesn't?

First I must say that a sense of humor is very important for anything to happen.  This place can be an uptight anal retentive face shiting squirt bottle of pent up nonsense.  I mean really keep watching me if you must, but I may ear fuck you or something.

Trapped in a jungle of moments that fail only too well.

As a man thinkiss..

It all has a ring of truth and none of it is.  That is the facts that come even from the beauty of my net love.  Truth at it's core does not exist.  Sound and Fury are at the bottom of the human drama, we are just photons in awe of ourselves perhaps.  A world that we try to conquer as if that impulse is the correct one.  Irony and tragedy become interesting, but not good systems.

Have I been defeated?

Not at all.

Does Anti-Jew sentiment bother me?

I am way ahead of most Jews on that and know the enemy is a coward and a bully.

Do I dislike the new world?

Not at all.  It requires the fun of navigating it.

Do I love my country?

Obama won twice, and many have sacrificed out of patriotism.

It is hit or miss

Then comes the plane

The crane above

Dropping love bombs

You say you are pure

I know the truth

The zombies come late

Later than even

When there was a hole 

Black hole in space for you

A great amazing sponge

Foaming with sugar for you..

Just You!

 

Tangled in various ways

You drip across the endless cement

I hearsounds of glory ripping

The sky apart from the closure

Eyes taking in the motions

Freedom splashing on the pond

Waking up now

The green fields overflow.

You don't impress me.

What a doll

Or too hot to handle

Or simply a frying pan 

Roasting with boiling love!

I could not catch the junk

The just so stuff the floats

Angels lost in clouds

Boys sniffing glue and 

Chewing on cotton candy

For the love of brains

Nobody cared at all

Just waiting for money

Alone on the dock.

 

It ends in the end 

For idiots with moron friends

Wiser by far were the warrior wizards

You hit the floor with a laser in your hair

Goons tossed out with her clothes has gone

Wishing for the spirit of rodents trained in text..

Hello!

 

 

Sexy in all the ways that seduce that cat

Those purring felines of passionate disasters

Arrogant dreams

 Are all the excitement

Braver souls have made the leaps

 Madness is not giving to the dress

Hopes with a punch may sweep away

Yet a hole is no escape from layer of deceit. 

I am confident!

 

Note worthy collection of many things and information

Spent in calm reflect at the ending of the play

The cars went around in circles a

 false respect tables

Only in the mirror could he see himself and her

And the magic of a new color..

A new drug and

Her new body.

 

People are hardly as great as pizza 

Not nearly as cool as ice cream,

My dream of them often surpasses reality

While reality is shy to show itself

I see the child with a basket of flowers

Visions of candles and candelabras 

Thought of places rippled in poems

Hearts drenched with electric fire

Swing high for the better times

sure enough was all good love.

Hark a woman with both boobs

She comes with both feet on the ground

Her eyes lit up and bursting light

Who can stand it when she arrives!

 

Alice had always been alone 

Whenever she sat in her room on her chair

In some other place with some brand new girl

Playing house for now was the time

The dolls walked in on stilts

With dangling petty coats

and trills.

 

I shall eat no more

No more roast beef

That is my last time

Such is the fate

Oh that nasty treat

It means of new times

Ushered in by vapors

Through holy winds

Time lords who insert 

Not sure what 

Yet the poke around 

Oblivious to the feelings

My heart rips in two

I collapse on my bed

in a coma!

The land was spotted with towers

Not dicks

So the towers blurred

Our heads stretched almost

That mystery 

Not cocks

But a music almost like a bird chirping

Perhaps the dead are hiding there

And my feet are asleep.

Does the alt universe have a kind of mind?

If we are fools we assume we can outsmart everything.

Perhaps the answer is: that what is on the other side is "greater" than what is on this side, and our ego wants otherwise.

The biggest question!

First there is you and then there you are.

The monkey in my epic was the most intense and climactic part of my book.  It was written in Chico about ten years ago.  The image of a purple female monkey in a cage just came to me like much creative stuff that flies into the mind.  The area around the cage is dark so all that can be seen is within the cage.  The monkey freezes the main character because she produces sympathy and pity and because this is an exotic animal.  The monkey seems totally harmless until it very suddenly lunges at the main character.  A major rule in the book is nobody ever gets physically harmed or touched.  Therefore the monkey is electrocuted by Christmas lights which are also purple.  The monkey is not dead, but the main character has time to leave the area safely.  I have no idea why this part got a response from people.  Perhaps the question as to why the monkey acted thus.  Though the book is a nightmare, it is not the scary horror that we know from films that give it power, but the mockery of the horror genre itself.  When it ends we go into a new age self help book in which all is good and positive for no particular reason.  A reminder that even in the darkest of all places we know that our lies of hope and affirmation of confidence can lift us suddenly out of the funk of four hundred years.  The nightmare was largely the mood anyway.

Windows on the beach..

In the dream sequence

I say you Hey

The she stopped

I had to give her a gift

And laughed

Sands of time flow

Our time in love

Could only be 

For when she unbottened

I knew 

You

Someway to safely 

Place my naked body

Against hers.

It's all coming back to me..

Here in real land 

No brains grace the sacred plains

Swept into torrential rains

Living with mild pain

Have you prayed lately?